pearl sheen

final day of january! isn't that crazy~ i'm gonna have to make a february tag soon, hehe. i also poked around for some new akanishi images, so there's gonna be some fresh ones in the days to come~

just like this

pretty alright thursday! had lots of fun, got lots of stuff done. i finally connected my navigation (it's a pancake menu, hehe~) to my home page. and now i'm stuck again. what else can i make for yabuki that doesn't involve photo editing...? i mean, i could do fanfic, but when i start them i tend to become really dedicated (almost obsessive) about it, so i sort of want to save that for last-ish. not last, because the site will never end, but i do wanna make sure i already have a lot of other content.

or maybe... like... i could outline them? how yabuki would be in those alternate universes...? plus the other members. and various scenarios... i mean, i don't really mind being a general gokusen ii fansite alongside yabuki. 

idk. maybe i can ask my friendos :3 

rosebud

don't think i've talked about it yet, but some days ago i stumbled across a television series that explores various gardens in the country. and most of them were in new england, which i thought sort of made it better since i've always wanted to visit the region. 

and, thinking about it. i've already mentioned my love of forests a whole bunch, but i don't think i've ever shared my affection for gardens. even though i have no green thumb of my own... 

cogs

another pretty boring day tbh. i should've brought my computer with me, then i could've worked on the fansite and all my other projects... but, i did finish a book i've been reading! another good book-- i'm really happy~ and i'm gonna go to the library tomorrow, so i can't wait to see what i pick up next!

bleh. what else...  

reach out

today was actually sorta boring, lolz. we got out early, and i spent two classes in an informational. then i had a sub, and then my ta period... i practically did nothing for four classes in a row, lolz.

anyway. the other night, i added the first few html pages to the fansite. i'm excited to see how it'll all unfold~ and i have a super cool (or should i say ~sweet~) idea for the archive / site map! teehee~! and on top of all this... i'm getting a super sick yabuki fanfic idea from all the brainstorming! what fun!!!!!!

i'm really happy i decided to pursue this project. can't wait to share the results with all of my friendos!

sotd: you and i by anarbor

pixel stars

another lazy day, which means i successfully stayed in all weekend~ (well, save for when i stepped out to take some pics of the sunset yesterday. but it wasn't really that far from my front door, so...) 

boop

pretty boring saturday, but in a good way. this week was really exhausting for me somehow, even with a day off and a night of celebration. and then i had a bunch of milk tea, so now i'm pretty sorta totally hyper. bear with me!!! 

camellia flowers

hey~ just got back from a lunar new year celebration at school. i didn't really do much, mostly kept to myself, but i loved the atmosphere! there was karaoke, and lots of food and decorations, and games... i said all this time that i wanted to attend, and now my interest has been quenched. i even dressed up nice for the occasion, and honestly? my outfit's so cute~ i felt like a fairy.

school's schooling as usual. had a precalc test, but it was pretty easy, i think. (watch me do horrible after saying this--) i also had fun in ap chem, after a long time. but it was only for a review thing, so... yeah, i'll probs still drop it. i've heard thermo is ultra crazy.

that's it for my daily update. i might post another blog later? but honestly, i'm mainly focused on my main project (which i've said so many times i probably don't have to repeat myself again).

sotd: slide by the goo goo dolls

return of the fangs?!?!?!

ok. remember how months ago, i talked about combining my babysitter's a vampire with gokusen ii? well, that idea came back with a vengeance. so many ideas but so little time! it's just unfair... i dunno, should i actually try writing it? lolz! i did say i wanted to try my hand at writing a monster-of-the-week show...

anywayz~

breaking the surface

stayed home today! have nothing to note on that other than the fact, lolz. but spacehey's loading time has sped up a bit, so i've been poking around and seeing what i missed. other than that, i just caught up on some reading! finished a pretty good book, so i'm feeling fairly confident that this year will be a good reading year. 

still thinking about what to add to the yabuki shrine... there's too many possibilities! i know i want a gallery obvi, maybe a character profile? headcanons, a playlist... that extends to hobbies, other fashion taste, etc. too. maybe i can have different pages for different headcanons! maybe even aus? like... yabuki as a vampire, or something. lolz.

sotd: under pressure by queen & david bowie

strawberry cream crêpe

today was an alright day, still an atmosphere of strangeness though, which will likely last for a long time. though, i did win a little writing competition in english class, so that made me feel really happy for most of the day. ignore the fact that i tanked a chem test... 

what's the frequency?

i wanted to write about this in the other post, but then i completely forgot... though, at the same time, i may have written about this before?

when i was younger, i wanted to run a k-pop radio station. 

headphones on.

today is... a foreboding day, but i didn't allow myself to dwell on that. i kept myself fairly busy, actually. 

salt spray

just woke up from a nap that was longer than it was supposed to be, hehe~

didn't do much today, though it was a little strange in terms of vibes. i found the materials to help decorate my fave hoodie though, so i'm gonna get started on that once i publish this!

anyway. i've never really been one for beach aesthetics (unless they're cold and-- quite frankly-- gloomy and sad) because i've lived near water all my life, but because i've been watching beach boys lately and listening to a lot of summer-y songs, i'm sort of getting the hype? i dunno. maybe my next story (me with a million story ideas, lolz) could be a nice summer beach one. don't think i've tried writing that yet.

sotd: sea of love by fly to the sky

trellis

as of right now i am being haunted by a strangely specific yet vague story idea, based off of one image i saw approximately twenty-four hours ago. i do not know what to do with it.......... we shall see.

anyway. 

no looking back

i've made my decision-- to drop the class-- and now that i have, i feel relief. strangely. i don't know-- i've never dropped a class before, but it feels right. because now i know for sure what i like to do, what i can manage. and it's my final year, so i don't wanna be so unhappy!

anyway. 

the moon is full, reflected in your eyes. yet all i can think about...

a pretty good thursday, honestly! all of my classes were chill, and i learned some interesting things. i also finally picked up a book on embroidery. to be honest, i don't understand much just looking at the tutorial photos, but i will try my hand at it and hopefully get some okay results. 

do you mind if i ramble about the 2014 exo ballads? 

chrysalis

admittedly, today was... a strange day. proceed with caution.

full moon

i don't really have anything interesting to write about today. it's sorta funny-- when i have lots of ideas for the blog, i don't write as much in terms of other projects. but when i have a lot of ideas for other projects, i don't have a bunch of ideas for the blog!!! ah, so unfair~

gauzy

back to school, i think i slept alright... graphed more trig functions in pre-calc, which is really fun! i love graphing. something about connecting all of the dots (or finding the best fit, though i haven't done that in a while) tickles my brain. 

there's a lot of events to be coming soon at school, which is exciting. there's one i've wanted to go to every year, so i think i'm finally going to. it'll sorta be a party, but not a dance, so i think i'll be able to chill. also there'll a lot of food, hopefully. one of my teachers said there usually is. 

speaking of parties, i can't help but wonder what our prom theme will be. i'm excited for that one, really. i always loved seeing the fancy dresses fill the stores as spring came around. something about it always felt magical. i already have one, but it wouldn't hurt to look, right~?  maybe if i'm lucky i can join some friends while they're shopping for one (unless they're looking online).

sotd: day moon by dbsk

ringtone

pretty nice sunday! still not ready for school tomorrow, tho... 

grace

eugene's back, and well rested~ they had a spam omelette today! and later on they'll fry some meat for dinner, and have a choco tres leches their sister made. they tried a bite the other night, and it was really good! 

but enough about food-- let me tell you about a group i recently stumbled across: csjh the grace, or tenjochiki. 

buff bread

lolz, i know the title is a little strange but i could really not think of a good title. until i looked at my desk and saw a buff bread sticker on it. that was such a funny trend, honestly. and good-hearted too, with no harm. i sorta miss it. i don't even bake bread, but maybe if i were to get the hang of it some day i could make buff bread. 

anyway. enough about bread.

heart-shaped sprinkles

hey hey, eugene's back~ pretty boring thursday to be honest, but it was also pretty fun. if that makes sense.  like nothing happened but it wasn't horrible, so that ultimately means it was good, right? 

washable markers

okay, if you've looked at enough of my blog posts, and then the title of this one, you may be wondering: does this kid ever shut up about owl city?

no. the answer is no. i'm sorry. you could never get me to shut up about owl city. you couldn't even pay me. if i ever do, then i have lost my way. 

paper airplane

okay. if you're no stranger to owl city, then you're likely aware he has like... a million other musical projects. i've never found / listened to all of them, and quite frankly most of the time i'm not all that into it, but there's one exception:

sky sailing. 

pause

another day of exhaustion on my end, another one of those strange stagnant tuesdays. but my brain's been pretty active.

totally frankenstein['s monster]

they're aliiiiiiiiveeeeeeee!!!!!! and by they i mean me!!!!!!!! i'm aliveeeeeee!!!!! hghghghghhghhhhh... 

midnight moon

ugh!!! school starts again tomorrow, and i don't wanna go at all. i'm really scared, and sad, and it's...

but i can't let any of that get to me! 

calm the stormy waters

hey hey! sorry i'm super l8... it's only gonna be a short update for today~ 

for some reason, i've been getting a lot of crazy writing ideas. i sorta wanna follow where each one goes, but i'm not sure if the execution will be that great... iykyk, all i've got are vibes and stills. 

but! it'll be good practice for this new writing site i picked up (from the land of tumbles) called ellipsus. it seems super cool so far, and has all these neat functions and formatting tools. seems safe too, and they're against generative ai! which i'm thankful for.

but yeah! that's it for now~

sotd: a little opera goes a long way by sky sailing

thyme

cooking an amazing pasta sauce right now while listening to my vampiric playlist. it smells amazing. noodles on the stove and everything, with a bunch of garlic and onions and thyme. added bay leaf for whatever reason, and there's a strange nostalgic sweetness that comes with it. i feel more alive than i have in days. but then again it's only the third day of the new year. this feels like a good sign.

moving on. 

touch the ground again

hey! sorry it's super late, but i had a fun-- yet totally tiring-- day. 

fireworks

both a new year tag and a new month tag?!?!?!?!? feels pretty exciting, honestly.

but, i don't really have anything special to talk about today...

as midnight turned, i was watching the final episode of gokusen 2... i'm happy to finally finish it-- and the journey with yabuki, odagiri, yankumi, and the others-- but... still sad, because there's no more~ it fits though, i think, since this will be the year i graduate from high school.

honestly, i've been thinking a lot about how i want to grow this year. being more social, like i said before i think, but also i just... want to open up, you know? i think this year would be as good as any to. maybe change my wardrobe a bit, my hair, the way i present myself. i've been hiding for so long.

but we'll see, i guess. i've also been putting off updating my spacehey layout for the month, oops~ for some reason, i'm so nervous! and i got attached to the cybersphere again~... oh, how i will miss it...

but there is always chance for return! always a chance to change. i'm pretty stiff in terms of layout stuff, but. who knows. ice and metal can melt.

sotd: lonely by 2ne1