up and down and around again

the final day of june! and next is the july tag~ 

glass bubbles

hi hi! sorry for missing another day. but literally nothing happened. i pretty much looked at tumblr and spacehey all day. and played samurai warriors.

today is more dynasty and samurai warriors! but. i also started a gaia online account?! i've been curious all these years and i know it's sorta totally considered dead, but... i wanted to give it a shot anyway. just to scratch that curious itch. so i put together my little guy and all, browsed the site a bit...

and to my gleeful surprise, it has profiles of which you can edit with css!!!! now i am deeply intrigued...

i also listened to a lot of perfume again. i guess it's just one of those days-- one of those days for a perfume marathon, i mean~ i also tried drawing again last night, it turned out pretty well! 

if i'm being quite honest though, my summer's shaping up differently than i expected it to. more on that tomorrow, i feel, so i have something to ramble about. i don't think i'll be going out and doing much tomorrow, anyway...

sotd: love the world by perfume

there is fog, over the lake...

i've been meaning to make this blog post for a while, about an artist i've been trying to listen to a little more: fog lake. 

i don't go bleh bleh bleh

i'm watching the original dracula movie (1931) right now and i'm having a wonderful time.

figure eight

went out today, to a mall. 

games of yore

didn't really do much today, woke up late and all. but!

spin away

an eventful day today! i had so much fun. 

bump

random thoughts. sorry for missing another post the other day, nothing really happened. today was calm.

splendiferous

a day in which i actually did nothing but watch tv for all of it!!! joy!!!

the tv in question i watched was pushing daisies ehehe. i wasn't able to watch it much when i was young,r but now i'm able to revisit it and i'm having so much fun. i remembered always loving the aesthetic and the quirks of the entire world, and of course how could i hate something that so prominently featured baked goods? i love baked goods.

that aside, i started a new sideblog on tumblr. it's gonna be focused around coding stuff and the things i make for those projects. originally i wanted to create a whole new tumblr but i got cold feet and so...

i wish my feet weren't so cold all the time. it would be nice to feel a little more confidence in where i walk.

sotd: in love theme from tomodachi life

spun sugar

went out for a walk around a little mall today, and tried a bunch of perfumes. found one i'm really interested in, so i'm going to try and save up for it. also got myself some new lotion. 

other than that, i've been on the computer all day. working on something for the atd-i fansite (my mind is still on it), and poking through their old site from when they were first active. there's even some saved photos. it's actually sorta interesting, but there's also a good chunk of pages that are missing. i can't help but wonder what was on them, and i'm tempted to poke at those addresses, but i know that's a futile endeavor.

currently, i'm looking through dafont. so many fonts! so little time... (well, not really. i have lots of time.) but a lot of them look super duper similar, so i suppose that makes things easier.

it's funny, because while i spend so much time staring at all of these, i don't think i'd really use them for sites. a lot of them are more for display and titles n stuff, rather than actual content that should be read thoroughly.

oh, and media proxies still down. maybe this is my way of keeping track of it.

sotd: battle theme 3 from dmc3 (hahaha. 3.)

in handy

went to the library today, and did some walking around. finally, an outside adventure! even though i had to wake up way early and miss a lot of sleep and ended up taking a huge nap l8r on... 

spacehey photos still aren't working! it must be a huge issue, because it's taken what... four, five days so far? sorta crazy. i feel like i should log out at this point while waiting because i'm just making myself more impatient. 

drew a whole bunch today as well, trying to settle on a style like i was before i had my whole drawing hiatus. but nothing's felt or looked right so far. oh well. i'll get there eventually.

sotd: uh huh demo by forever the sickest kids

and it won't take long

another day of nothingness. i coded a layout before i went to bed at about four am, and i really like it. simple. but i have the one i'm waiting for right now... so maybe i'll wait until i get back to school or something? i dunno.

i wanna reach out to some people and hang out, give myself a reason to get out of the house and not need to be escorted, but i'm anxious about it. i don't know what we'd do. the money and time involved; everyone else is so busy except for me. maybe i should be busier, maybe i should do more. but if i do too much, then what will be left for college? my internal balance is no good. but i have to strengthen it, get used to it, right? what other way is there...

enough self pity. i've been meaning to rewatch sweeney todd or pushing daisies for a while. something fairly nostalgic that will lift my spirits. (my mother loves the sweeney todd movie, my sister used to watch pushing daisies all the time.)

sotd: all eyes on me by the goo goo dolls

a light promise

today was a soft day, mostly, but also sad.

tear

i didn't mention this development from the other day, because i didn't know how to put my feelings into words. i think i do now, though.

my parents found a butterfly with a broken wing outside, and decided to take it in. 

sands of time

the updates continue, i suppose. it's become a comforting routine. 

i slept in a lot today. first i woke up at 11, then ate lunch and went back to sleep at around 2 / 3 until 5. then i played some awesome video games. i'm about to start rewatching pirates of the caribbean on dvd, hopefully i can enjoy all the interesting special features too. a whole disc's worth! maybe i'll watch the hobbit too. i've watched the entirety of lotr already, i'm sort of curious about the hobbit. but the dvd collection isn't complete at my home...

dunno what i'm going to do tomorrow. i've been getting cabin fever, but there's barely anything to do or go to that doesn't involve money somehow.

sotd: to me by rainbow

blastoff in t-minus...

i missed a day. the first day i've completely, fully missed. as cruddy as i feel about it, i've had to take a quick step back. 

dormancy

there's a particular sentiment that's been on my mind a lot recently; and it's whether or not spacehey is floundering. 

normally i'd say no, but...

easel of the hills

today was a really good day. i baked some choco chip cookies, read, did some coloring, and added paint to my galaxy sweatshirt! now i have to let the paint dry, and then i can paint on the rest of the details i want...

tragic thing though, is that we're out of white paint... i was planning on using it next. i have various fabric paints (even a glow in the dark one), but they're dimensional and i don't really want that... maybe if i squeezed it out and then used a brush to paint it? idk. i've never done that before due to the difference in texture.

also started watching the omar & cedric documentary today. memoir? i'm not quite sure, but it's nice. 

i dunno if anyone else feels this way, but. it took me a while to build up the confidence to watch it? like, sometimes the idea of watching things makes me really anxious. i think i mentioned this a long time ago when i got the gokusen dvds, but obviously my feelings haven't changed much in that regard. i don't know where it comes from, why it exists. maybe it's the excitement? the anticipation, the hope that it's good?

either way, i had to watch something else for like... an hour, before i built up the confidence to watch it. and i've already waited a few days. well. glad to be watching it now, anyway~

sotd: pollen and salt by daphne loves derby

old notebooks

didn't do much today. my first real day of break! pretty nice way to go about it though, i think. 

i worked more on my diy project, got the bleach out of the way and now i can move onto painting tomorrow. i also finally changed my layout for june, but this time i used the recent div overlay one i've been chipping away at... all things considered, i think it turned out well. having to make sure that it looked good between all types of viewers (mobile, app, friend, not friend, self) was a real pain though. again. but totally rewarding, of course.

sorta unrelated, but something about mid / late-2000s doodles are so nostalgic. draw a stickman comes to mind as the main example, but i don't quite remember when it became a thing. i dunno. that specific sort of doodle style, it's not really a thing anymore? it's kept to that short period, but what keeps it tied as such...? same goes for handwriting...

sotd: dave owns from homestuck (have to check producer)

nova, novel

started working on my newest diy project idea today. doing some galaxy tie dye on a black sweatshirt, then i'm going to be painting on some lyrics of a song i like, and maybe some other things. there's a logo down one of the arms, so i was thinking of adding sew-in patches to cover that up. maybe i could make those too. fabric paint and old fabric scraps, hm? 

in other news, the new div overlay layout is going... okay. i can't help but feel as if i'm missing something, but i can't put my finger on what that something is. i still have to make it mobile friendly, i know that. but... idk. agh. what do i doooooooo...

sotd: ring ding dong by shinee

cherries

went to a street festival today...

the new world's beginning

pretty fun friday today.

stepping on the clouds

today was my graduation ceremony.

stillness

quiet day today.

in the stars

started poking at a div overlay layout today. it's sort of totally a slog, but also very rewarding. i'm glad with how it's turning out so far. at the current moment, the most annoying thing i've got to figure out is how to make it mobile friendly. with it being an overlay and all that (and having to translate some elements), it's not very easy to figure out how to define the translations... anyway.

as it's june, i should be changing my layout... i already have it all set up. but idk, i'm really fond of this atd-i one right now. it feels comfy to me. 

don't have anything planned for tomorrow. but i need sleep!!! i shall sleep in................. goodnight~~~

sotd: cosmonaut by at the drive-in

hand in hand

senior event today-- visiting our old elementary schools.

kisses on the wind

first day of the june tag! even though school may be done for me, you best believe i am not done with this blog~ this is actually the longest diary i've ever kept thus far, lolz.