fireworks

both a new year tag and a new month tag?!?!?!?!? feels pretty exciting, honestly.

but, i don't really have anything special to talk about today...

as midnight turned, i was watching the final episode of gokusen 2... i'm happy to finally finish it-- and the journey with yabuki, odagiri, yankumi, and the others-- but... still sad, because there's no more~ it fits though, i think, since this will be the year i graduate from high school.

honestly, i've been thinking a lot about how i want to grow this year. being more social, like i said before i think, but also i just... want to open up, you know? i think this year would be as good as any to. maybe change my wardrobe a bit, my hair, the way i present myself. i've been hiding for so long.

but we'll see, i guess. i've also been putting off updating my spacehey layout for the month, oops~ for some reason, i'm so nervous! and i got attached to the cybersphere again~... oh, how i will miss it...

but there is always chance for return! always a chance to change. i'm pretty stiff in terms of layout stuff, but. who knows. ice and metal can melt.

sotd: lonely by 2ne1