suspension bridge

today's the last day of september. and tomorrow's october! my second favorite month. it's a little exciting~ 

time train

looking at everyone else's art midterms and they're so lovely and detailed and the panels are clearly defined and everything, and i know i'm gonna fail this so hard. 

or am i. if i explain myself well enough. i really don't think i went into the six distinct panels as hard as i could've. i think i went too abstract with the idea, overcomplicated it, did too much / got carried away, and now i'll pay the price. but it's okay. i can take a bad grade. i'll just pick myself back up again and learn from this. it's okay it's okay it's okay

the piece is finished, after working on it for most of the day and listening to duvet by bôa a million times in a row. went on a brief / shallow lain rabbit hole dive, as well as some other coding things to give myself a break. i wanna play some video games later, too. again. i have no time for them nowadays... or anything besides coding, really.

anyway. maybe after the class is over in december, i could share it here. no matter what grade i get on it, i'm really proud of it and how it turned out. i think i really pushed myself with it. and at the end of the day, i had fun, and i feel refreshed n fulfilled.

dunno what's gonna happen this week. a lot of things should be happening, especially with the music magazine. but we're currently in a chill period regarding classes. i have to continue studying for my general asam semester research project, but i think most of that will commence in october, due to filipino american history month and possible highlights of the community across the local area.

i need to get lots of sleep. goodnight.

sotd: duvet by bôa

graphite, carved

sorry for the super late post. i've been busy. 

in-between

last day of classes this week.

that's my world

i got offered both a web position and a design position!!!! crazy luck.

tongue

lately i've been considering what language i should take while i'm here in college. (other than english. if u were thinking that.....................) currently, i'm trying to decide between mandarin and japanese.

airwaves

well, well, well. another busy day. 

maximum

yesterday was a bad day. but thankfully i don't have to do anything today. i did coding and played samurai warriors all day~ and i got to make waffles and chat with my spacehey friendos... so, i feel much better now~~~...

updated the jinpudding site with more layouts and the page of my own. then i updated my spacehey layout................. and lost my stamps in the progress...................... oh well </3. the layout also looks bad on mobile, but what else is new... i'll see if i can fix it later / tomorrow, especially since some things become unreadable, and my disclaimer doesn't show up on the app... ugh! but it's important.

tomorrow i have to got back to campus for another interview, and the radio station's orientation. it's a little exciting, but now i'm a little jaded too. i'll get over it, though. it's better than having my head too high up in the clouds, isn't it?

sotd: present from k project soundtrack

refrigerator

i didn't get the editorial position :') 

leaves on the clover

today was the editorial interview. i think i did okay!

say "love me, girl!"

about two months into my obsession for ceramic girl by perfume, and it shows no signs of stopping!!! i wonder if it'll make my spotify wrapped this year :3 

rock out

pretty average sunday; got some work done, coded my layout for october...? maybe...? we'll see how my opinions change over the rest of the month. also put the finishing touches on the code for jinpudding, and made a new button for it!!! i'm very happy with how my projects are coming together~

also did some fun exploring on the internet archive, looking at past iterations of college websites. they're so fun! so much more fun than the college websites we have now... and way more helpful / informative... if only.

anyway, tomorrow... for some reason, my mind keeps operating on a day-before sort of set. like, i think today's saturday. i thought yesterday was friday. but tomorrow's monday, back to school... and then tuesday's the interview...

stuff's picking up. it's a little dreadful, but exciting. (honestly the only reason i consider it dreadful is the heat.)

sotd: art of life by ueda (i heard this once and was instantly hooked?!?!?!?!?! ugh. love ueda sm)

sweet strawberry luck

the cheesecake turned out so well! ugh, i wish i knew u guys irl... how am i gonna have these friends but am unable to send them perishable sweet treats... it's so unfair ㅠㅠ 

cruising

found out a cake picnic will be happening in a town near me next month~~~!!!!!!! woohooo!!!!!!

hip & horrific

lately i've been watching a lot of fashion shows and runways with my mom. i think i mentioned it before, but, she used to study fashion. i'm always interested in what she has to say about the themes and pieces, especially how trends cycle (she studied fashion in the 80s/90s, and has literal stacks of boxes full of high fashion magazines).

anyway. speaking of fashion, let's chat about monster high. 

is it alright to live for you?

another exhausting day, but i dunno, it feels like the type of exhausting that's also exciting. i'm doing a lot, but i enjoy the stuff i do. i'm not totally miserable.

i finally finished the writings needed for the music magazine application!!!!! gah!!!!! hopefully i get accepted :) but if i don't............... eh, at least i've got more experience... of the process...? if that makes sense. and there's always next year. and the radio, too! still have yet to get further information on that.

been listening to a lot of tekken music lately. especially the calm, more frutiger-aero-ish songs. they've been so helpful for my focus while studying and doing all this work. but i also feel so calmed down by them, i want to fall asleep...

sotd: touch and go from tekken 4

aquamarine

well~? what do you think of the new blog theme?

fangs and jewels

today's my mom's bday.

collapse

agh! what a day. mental and physical exhaustion. i will likely be asleep this entire weekend. 

carving

waves of nausea are no joke.