another day of nothingness. i coded a layout before i went to bed at about four am, and i really like it. simple. but i have the one i'm waiting for right now... so maybe i'll wait until i get back to school or something? i dunno.
i wanna reach out to some people and hang out, give myself a reason to get out of the house and not need to be escorted, but i'm anxious about it. i don't know what we'd do. the money and time involved; everyone else is so busy except for me. maybe i should be busier, maybe i should do more. but if i do too much, then what will be left for college? my internal balance is no good. but i have to strengthen it, get used to it, right? what other way is there...
enough self pity. i've been meaning to rewatch sweeney todd or pushing daisies for a while. something fairly nostalgic that will lift my spirits. (my mother loves the sweeney todd movie, my sister used to watch pushing daisies all the time.)
sotd: all eyes on me by the goo goo dolls
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