Sunday, February 22, 2026

not far off the mainway

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today was pretty boring. this entire weekend, really. i just wanted to sleep through all of it. and get some work done, but still. i pretty much just laid in bed and watched minecraft and resident evil vids for 90% of it... 

i want to return to talking about instruments. 

i think i've talked about them vaguely before when i first started this blog, but i've been thinking about them a lot again.

the first instrument i learned was piano, and i really did enjoy it. i tend to be really fidgety irl, so messing with keys of any sort was always soothing. my favorite song to play was satie's gymnopédie no. 1, even though i practiced on a keyboard without a sustain pedal. maybe it's a basic choice, but working with chords such as those is a really interesting process, it feels so complex but definitely not at the same time... my favorite classical piano song to currently listen to is chopin's etude op. 10 no. 3, though. it's a sweet farewell. 

as for why i stopped, over time i began to hate going to lessons and having recitals (the one thing i hated about doing music, every single time) and just wasn't as interested in it anymore, and so i stopped after three years. after quitting band, though, i'm tempted to return to it again, just for myself. i found out that tohoshinki has some official piano books of their own. a bit expensive, but what else would you expect, right? i'm really curious................. (alexandra stréliski has some as well, and i've always been interested in those. her use of both sustain and soft pedal (or perhaps sostenuto?) is pleasing to the brain, eep.)

and then there's the bass clarinet, something i will always love deeply. and before anyone asks or says it, IT IS NOT A SAXOPHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A SAXOPHONE IS PRIMARILY COMPOSED OF BRASS, WHILE CLARINETS ARE MADE OF WOOD AND OCCASIONALLY RUBBER OR PLASTIC. this is seriously important. of the most critical nature. promise me you will never mix up a bass clarinet and a saxophone. pinky promise.

getting into bass clarinet was sorta unexpected for me. originally i just wanted to play the "basic" clarinet since my sister did, but then my band teacher in middle school pointed out that the school had a singular bass clarinet that no one used, and so i opted for it out of curiosity................ and for the fact that bass instruments usually have easier parts. not to say that we aren't important, cuz we are, but they're definitely easier to follow along with and execute well.

i really had a lot of fun with that too, though. i prefer its sound over the "basic" clarinet, now; it's more robust, you can feel it in your bones, and it really stands out in an ensemble. you can also hear it in a lot of older shows and movies, when something suspicious or suspenseful happens.

i wanted to continue with that as well, but i had to take at least a year off from band so i wouldn't have to take zero period. i was going to return in junior year, but the band director left at the end of my year since he got a job closer to family, and. well. (but then i became a ta which was also really fun, so i guess it ultimately pans out.)

i sort of want to return to that, but it's a super expensive instrument, lolz. and that doesn't even cover sheet music or reeds, or general upkeep. 

and then the concertina. i don't even have a specific story behind this, i just like how it sounds in that one rendition of drunken sailor. or perhaps i could try an accordion, if i wanted to go big. 

and then guitar? maybe? or drums? tbh i'm just curious what they're like, since the instruments i'm familiar  with are played through keys and they... aren't. my brain has a hard time wrapping around them, lolz. but that is why i want to learn *_* somewhat. probs just for like 2 minutes.

anyway. i didn't expect myself to ramble this much about instruments, buuuut what about you guys? what instruments do you guys play, or want to? or would want to? 


sotd: absinthe party at the fly honey warehouse by minus the bear

6 comments:

nara ✿ said...

eugene haiii!!!! i hope ur weekend was good and that u rested well. how are u doing today?

my first instrument was piano too!! i played for maybe 2 years. i began not liking lessons and recitals, too. it’s so funny how we both have that in common!

i PINKY PROMISE to never mix up a bass clarinet and a saxophone. thank u for offering an explanation too, hehe~ the way u describe the bass clarinet makes it sound like such a fun instrument.

all in all, though, being able to play an instrument is such an amazing skill. my mom says it’s good for intelligence. i played violin all throughout middle school and my freshman year of high school but covid lowkey ruined my love for playing in the orchestra. i still like to hear others play, though.

cyberhoney.heart said...

hi nara!!! my weekend was okay. i got to sleep in a lot, at least. i'm okay right now. hbu? :?

WAAAAAA really? that's so cool~ what was ur favorite song to play, if u don't mind me asking? :? (literally tho. recitals were so dreadful for no reason... why can't i just learn to play n have fun :( </3)

THANK UUUUUUUUUU, literally lifesaving. i will feel sick if someone messes it up @n@ and of course! the bass clarinet was seriously fun. made me feel like one of those cartoon characters who have massive hammers even though they could be small / short.

it is!!!!!! also super cool that u played the violin :0 i understand how covid could ruin that love, tho. it was weird having to just play alone. how are we supposed to know if we actually sound good if no one else is around lolz???

hope u have a nice week~

nara ✿ said...

i'm doing okay too! thank u for asking :D

yes!! now that i think about it, i may have only played for a year.. so i didn't learn a whole lot. i think the most impressive thing i once knew how to play was 'ode to joy' LOL. i probably would have gotten more advanced had i stuck to it, but violin was more appealing to me by the time i got to middle school.

i hope u have a nice week too, eugene!! ♡

koi ♥︎ said...

eugeneeee helloo!! pinky promise i will NEVER mix them up!!!!!!!!

OOOOOH CLASSICAL MUSIC!! i love!! gymnopédie no. 1 is a beautiful choice~ (not basic at all, it's classic for a reason). you should definitely return to piano just for yourself!! playing for fun hits different than lessons and recitals. also the tohoshinki piano books sound so fun... i hope you get them someday!! ㅠㅠ (or diy one hehehe)

i briefly played acoustic guitar in school, borrowed one to take home and learn, but yeah... never continued after i returned it lol. other than that, no bueno. only ever played instruments during music class. but... i'd definitely want to master at least one song on piano someday!!! it's honestly my favourite instrument! :]

cyberhoney.heart said...

hi koiiii!!!!!! :3 THANK UUUUUUU YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAY i appreciate it lolz

aaaaa thank u~ do you have a favorite classical song, koi? :? (AND YES!!!!!!!!!! fingers crossed i can get one one day cuz omg. tohoshinki piano *u*)

WAIT WAAAAAAA that's so cool... what instruments did you play in music class? :? and I'M SURE U CAN!!!!!!!!! piano's really easy to begin, i'm sure u'd do well :D

koi ♥︎ said...

ooooo for classical songs, i really like für elise!! it's just so recognizable and pretty~

we played a bunch of instruments in music class; piano, ukulele, drums (i was TERRIBLE at drums lol), and acoustic guitar. but mainly piano, huehue. aaaa thank u eugene!! :D