happy happy monday!!!! :3 hope y'all are doing well, eep. i'm currently chilling n waiting for my extreme weather class, which is in abt 10 mins…
okokok. i have to get something out of the way first. something off of my chest. something crazy has happened. but in a good way!!!!!!!!!
so, today was a normal day. a normal morning. i went to my korean class, settled in at the bio library for my data lecture, everything was chill and calm... and while i wait for the professor to start the seminar, i decide to check all my usual notifs. check spacehey, the blogs, tumblr...
and on tumblr. my web project's tumblr, to be specific, i got some new notes...
and they're like. this one person, reblogging a couple of the edits they like, and like. THINKING ABOUT THE LORE INVOLVED, CONNECTING IT TO KAMEN RIDER (which i know nothing about but i thought was so cool of them to do), ACTUALLY ASKING QUESTIONS IN THE TAGS ABOUT IT AKDSJHFKJSAHFKJSDHD and they ALSO SENT IN A DIRECT ASK ABOUT A PARTICULAR LORE-RELATED DETAIL I ADD ADKJHDASKJFHDASJKFHSAKJDF???!?@??!!@U$OU#$(*@&
(and also apparently ppl are arguing in the tvxq tag(? not gonna ask), so they also said in one of the tags on a post of their own that it was nice to see my edits in between. everything.)
LIKE HELLO????!?!!??IDKLHFKJDAHFKJFHDSJFASDJ I LOVE YOU NOW. MAY I HAVE YOUR HAND IN MARRIAGE? SPRING WEDDING? LIKE I WOULD ACTUALLY WANT TO KISS SOMEONE IF THEY SAID THESE THINGS IRL. IF THEY WERE FINE WITH IT OBVI!!!!!!!!!!! IF NOT THEN A SUPER TIGHT HUG. IF NOT THAT THEN I'D STARE AND GIVE THEM A MASSIVE GRIN AND BOUNCE OFF THE WALLS BECAUSE I'M LITERALLY SO HAPPYAKDHFSKHFJASFDHJSK I FEEL LIKE CELINE DION'S HIT SONG MY HEART WILL GO ON
so, um, yeah. i'm super duper happy right now!!!!!!!! i ended up having a hard time focusing during the lecture because of it, my hands could not stop shaking and i couldn't stop grinning, i thought i was gonna start bouncing off of the walls EEEEEPADFHKSDFHKDJFHAKJSDHFJKSHDJK-- i literally would've started screaming if i wasn't in a library.
in other news that i forgot about until recently. i had a nap yesterday. and for some reason, ended up with a mix between sleep paralysis and a dream? like i could feel my body, unable to move. but i was also in a completely different space, and watching myself move? like i was watching myself sign into things using my ipad, watching vids, and stuff like that, in an attempt to wake me up? like the actions of signing into things and watching the videos were intentionally to bring me closer to the real world, until i completely woke up again. and it was dark, and nothing was playing, and i was overheating. it was really weird. don't recommend. reading abt koi's dream made me remember it, bcuz they were both so surreal.
sotd: the recluse by cursive
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i think i used this gif before. flubbbbbbbbb......................
omg that sounds amazinggggg
AWW I LOVE THAT!!! it's so heartwarming when people are curious and ask questions about ur interests and leave nice comments about ur creations. one of the BEST feelings imo. u feel seen and appreciated and it's so exciting!! :D i'm so happy for uuu!!! and i totally get not being able to focus bc i'm the same exact way hehe~
woahh.. that's so strange. waking up from a nap can be so disorienting sometimes, especially when u have weird dreams. and the part about overheating is so trueee, u almost always wake up hot and confused. like?? being a human is so weird, lol.
OMG HI SELKIEEEEE :D
YAYAYYAAYAYAYYAYAY THANK U NARAAAAAA x33333
EXACTLYYYYYY, like i thought it was cold in here what do you mean it's not all of a sudden......
EUGENEEEE, READING THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY FOR YOU I LITERALLY GASPED!!!!!! the validation is so real and so deserved ;; i'm fully grinning with you. IF THE SPRING WEDDING IS APPROVED, SEND THE INVITES. (and the fact it was a bright spot in a tag war...).
that sleep paralysis/dream hybrid sounds utterly terrifying though ;; the overheating and the meta-awareness of trying to wake yourself up... no thank you. i'm glad you're out of it. congratulations again!!!!!! >:D
KJDAHFKSHFKASHDKJSF THANK U KOIIIIIADKFHSKJADSJ i will def send invites........ there will be a boba bar too, trust.
it was... i woke up n was like "eughkajdhfkjshhdf???" so disorienting lolz. i hope i never have that sort of dream again >_< THANK UUUUUU :3
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