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ok first off. is this pic of akanishi not totally adorable?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!! eeeeeepppppppp!!!!! 

pretty much the entire day, i've been focusing on one edit that i'm really excited about, but is still slightly off. every time. it's part of a small web project i've been chipping away at for about a week now (to practice on my editing skills and explore a particular set of ideas i've been thinking about a lot regarding kpop and its connection to technology / the web), but after this one i feel that i should take a step back? perhaps i'm doing too much all at once. 

of course, there's the online slogans of regularity and consistency being the key to success, but i should stop thinking that way. i fell into that before and burnt myself out, leaving me unable to write fiction stuff for nearly a year. chasing numbers isn't the important thing... perhaps, art is stew... art needs to sit for a long time on the creativity stove and blend itself together, no matter what algorithms think. bleh.

in other news. my mom and i have been watching culinary class wars for the past few days. despite how stressful it is, it's really enjoyable. limitations breed creativity, and the unique limitations put on the chefs in each round sparks curiosity. i'm also finally rewatching mbav! eeeeep, now i can really think of all the idol mbav aus...

ok but real talk... if it were a dbsk au, i think jaejoong would be sarah...? well, the personalities don't match, but i think he'd fulfill her role in the lore best, if that makes sense. vampire that doesn't want to be a vampire out of all of them sorta (and then mc would be ethan, so jaejoong would be main love interest ykykykykykykykykykykyk--). 

and then if it were a kat-tun au, akanishi would be erica. i think he'd be like that if he turned into a vampire, at least in his kat-tun days (not right off the bat tho, more like from debut). so... if we combined the dbsk n kat-tun worlds, they'd be best friends? lolz.

in ur fave groups (if u've watched mbav), who would your bias / ichiban be?

i'm going out tomorrow, to a couple more libraries. and then on saturday i'm planning to check out a bookstore i haven't been to in a while. i'm already so book-focused... perhaps this will be a year of literary revolution~

sotd: bixby canyon bridge by death cab for cutie