buoy

the other night, i got to play through the rest of yukimura sanada's bonding events, and... 

he's so adorable????!!!!!! he's a cutie! he's so sweet. and a little strange, but it's very endearing. i love him too now BAHAHA. (this happens every time i play a musou game... i end up finding something to love about almost every character!)

especially his third event, like omg... the way his voice becomes so soft when you tickle his face has me replaying the scene a million times WAAAAA he's too much ㅠㅠ now whenever i see him i want to pinch his face. agh, and if i ever come across him in battle as an enemy my heart will break!!!! (that's not specific to him tho, my heart breaks whenever i have to fight one of my max bonded officers... especially masamune or kanetsugu... or masanori... or mitsunari... or hanbei... or kaihime... or nobuyuki... or-- ok i should stop now, i love everyone!!!)

aside from that, i haven't done much. pretty much just staying in and taking care of myself... ugh. can't believe this week is all the orientation stuff, and the math exam. to be frank, it's very painful for me. being unable to really have a grasp on time and my own self, it feels like i'm blinking with every major moment. and then i escape into my brain again.

has this blog helped? i'm not sure. somewhat, because at least now i can keep track of myself. but sometimes it's hard to even comprehend what i read back, because i don't remember.

i'm not ready, but i must be.

sotd: plz don't be sad by highlight (b2st)