today's the last day of september. and tomorrow's october! my second favorite month. it's a little exciting~
Tuesday, September 30, 2025
Sunday, September 28, 2025
time train
looking at everyone else's art midterms and they're so lovely and detailed and the panels are clearly defined and everything, and i know i'm gonna fail this so hard.
or am i. if i explain myself well enough. i really don't think i went into the six distinct panels as hard as i could've. i think i went too abstract with the idea, overcomplicated it, did too much / got carried away, and now i'll pay the price. but it's okay. i can take a bad grade. i'll just pick myself back up again and learn from this. it's okay it's okay it's okay
the piece is finished, after working on it for most of the day and listening to duvet by bôa a million times in a row. went on a brief / shallow lain rabbit hole dive, as well as some other coding things to give myself a break. i wanna play some video games later, too. again. i have no time for them nowadays... or anything besides coding, really.
anyway. maybe after the class is over in december, i could share it here. no matter what grade i get on it, i'm really proud of it and how it turned out. i think i really pushed myself with it. and at the end of the day, i had fun, and i feel refreshed n fulfilled.
dunno what's gonna happen this week. a lot of things should be happening, especially with the music magazine. but we're currently in a chill period regarding classes. i have to continue studying for my general asam semester research project, but i think most of that will commence in october, due to filipino american history month and possible highlights of the community across the local area.
i need to get lots of sleep. goodnight.
sotd: duvet by bôa
