too distracted

i'm sorry i was unable to keep my promise. midterms projects are kicking my butt... 

class was fun today, we learned about maria ylagan orosa. she's seriously cool. but aside from that, not much is going on. after class i went back home and walked near the water for a while to clear my mind, and got a boba drink. 

i've been having some bizarre dreams lately. one was where my blog was suddenly overrun with bots pretending to be middle aged aunties, which was actually sort of anxiety-inducing. i was worried about my safety and my blog possibly being taken down for spam.

another one was where i was helping my friend (not real, just in the dream) get ready for a girls' sewing group meeting. a really weird spider appeared out of nowhere and we both freaked out, and i tried to get the spider into a container, and then it fell on my foot and there was even more panic, and i heard a weird crunch, and then the dream ended. but to be honest, the thing i remember most vividly was the fact that she was sort of dressed up like a magical girl, and had lots of cute clear jewels on her clothing. i think the meeting that day was magical girl themed.

i've also had a nightmare, which was a lot like a dystopian ya book. twisted hide and seek game and everything. i wish i could talk about it more here, but i can't. however, i can talk about the end. i was brought into some weird... agency, where people are supposed to go after the end. you're shown various lives you could've led, with a ranking. your top 10 best possible lives, or something like that. supposedly, my best life would've been living as the younger sister to one of my friends. 

... there are so many projects i want to work on now, but there's so much school in the way too ㅠㅠ at this rate, i don't know if i'll ever start that magazine for eels, or continue my unreality web project... but! i am completing my music magazine duties. i am a dedicated designer.

my korean studying is still going okay, too. i've gotten most of the new grammar structures and expressions for the entire class noted down, i just have to get all the vocabulary and practice it. i should be prepared enough by the time class starts. 

ah, and speaking of class. the schedule for next semester has gone up, as enrollment is in about a month already. i'm excited, but. one of my necessary classes will be at 8am... cod kelp me. 

 

sotd: trust me (extended club) by pandora