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ok, to recap... [mostly vent] 

1. this entire week we've been in a heatwave (20+ degrees over normal), and these past two days have been the hottest
2. my phone dropped from 20+ ft, falling face-down on concrete and ending up with a shattered screen that can't be used
3. it's weird how much relies on phones now, huh
4. could barely sleep last night, i only got 2-3 hours
5. and so i couldn't focus in my one class
6. and in gen because of a lot of other life / home stuff that's been going on forEVER i'm stressed 24/7 and haven't been able to work as efficiently as i'd hope
7. even just looking at the words work or home exhausts me
8. and i wanted to go back to sleep but i needed to tear apart the entire place in search of some sign-in info or a card of mine so i can get into important accounts that previously could only be accessed through phone
1. but then this got solved, so that's ok now at least
2. still missing something though
9. found a massive spider while cleaning in my room, not a type i recognize and it started CRAWLING TOWARDS MY BEDDDD
10. i tried making myself chicken nuggets and fries to make myself feel better, but then the fries burnt
1. they literally looked like sticks in minecraft
11. i made myself another batch of fries in the air fryer and the PAPER LINER CAUGHT ON FIRE
12. WHAT DID I DOOOOOOOO

tomorrow's the final day of classes before a week-long spring break................... and my korean class will be sort of a party session instead.................. my fingers are crossed so hard that nothing goes wrong tomorrow PLEASEEEEEE-- if my trains are delayed or something else breaks or something goes wrong at the party i swear i will spend my entire spring break curled up in bed.

can time stop. like actually. i want to find the edge of the universe and sit there for some time to decompress. or maybe all time. i don't know.

sotd: disorder by joy division