weeks went by but felt like hours

today was a strange day.

for one, it seemed as if i lost my spacehey account for a few hours, but then i was able to log in completely fine... idk what happened, but i'm glad nothing bad actually did. but because of this i've ben staying off spacehey for most of the day, because i'm scared of signing in and seeing nothing again. this will nag at me for a time, now... i'm assuming it was just some sort of connection error. (also shout out to friendo fizzy, who helped me see if anything happened before i really got scared!!!!!!!! so grateful ㅠㅠ)

went out with my mom to get dim sum and halo halo. but those didn't really turn out well... they gave me a baked bun instead of steamed bun, and then the halo halo had no coconut jelly or ube ice cream, and everything ended up tasting like beans!!!!! it all tasted like beans............... even the kaong... idk if this is blasphemy to any of you, but the beans have always been my least favorite part of halo halo. i'm sorry!!!

but i suppose this is the start of a halo halo quest? over the summer? the search for the best halo halo near me...

i was able to pick up a card for nso today, though. so i can finally play splatoon again!!! so that's good, too.

random digression about this song, but iirc, i came across it in my first year of middle school. i don't really listen to it regularly anymore, though. but something about it's always felt so fantastical, in an urban way. urban fantasy, like a situation where you hang out with someone in a field-- someone you're admittedly nursing budding feelings for. and flowers bloom at their touch, and the world filled with sparkles and it's all so comprehendible but confusing... because all of a sudden, they've changed your perception of the world.

idk. does that make sense? i wonder what it would be like to find such a person.

sotd: young by vallis alps