Friday, October 18, 2024

brain fog

strange day today. i went on that field trip as mentioned, and since we were cleared to go for the whole day, went to the library afterward and read. not being at school while it was school hours... while i was feeling okay physically and mentally... struck me as so weird, and now time feels like sludge. i'm still not sure how to feel about it.

anyway. in the digital world, today is a special day.

today marks one year since i joined spacehey. that realization adds another layer of surreality; it's only been one year since i created my profile, but only less than one year since i picked up css, less since one year that i began to like kat-tun, less than one year since my online connections and sense of self changed so much. i often think of my life as boring and regular, but i had and knew none of this a year ago. 

this all amounts to something, doesn't it? i'm no interwebs celebrity (and have no plans to be), but i've made some friends. i've learned. i've carved a little corner for myself in this vast space, the way i wanted to when i was younger...

well, it's all special to me.


sotd: stop girl by u-kiss (stop, girl, in the name of love~)

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