quite frankly, i need to update my friend list on spacehey. there's a lot of cool people that have sent me requests, and there's so many cool people i wanna send requests to as well, but... i'm scared. as i always am. i overthink, as i always do.
i don't know why or how i suddenly just... stopped interacting on there. after long enough, i became anxious to return and open up again. maybe i think people will be mad with me? or that they can't be trusted? fear ruins everything. my mom quotes that dune line enough times for me to hear it when i get anxious again, yet i can't...
where did my courage go?
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